Everything you need to know about me summed up in posts | GPOY’s | My face, multiple times| List of people that are important to me | The Thor to my Steve aka my best bro |
The names Jessica, but you can call me Jessie or Jess or whatever really. You get bonus points for coming up with a good alternate name, so far the best one is Carla, from my dear CJ. Currently 16.
If one thing could sum up my life it would be horseback riding. I practically live in boots and jeans and a t-shirt. Getting dirty is only part of the job; but an awesome part at that. Horseback riding is my life, its like my therapy. Horses really are the best listeners, they will stand beside you and listen to you talk and talk and they wont say a word back, they wont argue they don’t judge. They love unconditionally and without respite. Whenever i’m having a bad day just setting foot in the barn will make it alright. I wouldn’t know what to do with myself without horses. People have told me that it wont get me anywhere in life, that i should look for a more sensible job, but i cant imagine doing anything that doesn’t involve horses.
I may not know where i’m going in life, but i might as well enjoy the ride. Ill give up something that I’ve wanted for so long if i think someone needs it more than it do, and that doesn’t get my places very fast. Ill do anything for the ones I love<3
I get too attached easily, if I ever tell you i love you I mean it. I say I’m sorry a lot even if i know I’m not to blame but it will make things better. I say its alright too much, and that i’m OK too often even when i’m not. I know i sound like some stupid fucking hipster for saying that, but you know, it’s true.
I don’t watch much idle TV, just the shows that are really interesting. I’m a multishipper and i fully support slash AND non-slash ships, if you wanna know what i ship, throw me a show’s name and I’ll tell ya.
So I once posted about my feelings for fall-my favorite season of the year…and i thought it should be on here
I love fall, the campfire smell, and burning leaves- and the crunchy leaves all over the ground. I love the crispness of the air and the bitter cold in the middle of the night when there isn’t a single cloud in the sky. I love being warm, all bundled up, but having a cold breeze on my face- and watching the leaves swirl across the ground. I just want to wear jeans and boots, a jacket and a scarf, every single day. Fall is never too HOT or too COLD, it just is…it’s like…the perfect season.
What other thing should be on here…oh right, my opinions about my favorite celebs.
All of my ‘celebrity crushes’ I just want to ugh be their best friends, or family, okay- there really isn’t much sexual feelings towards them (lies, there is some because I mean come on…have you seen Chris Evans?) Yes, most of them are dangerously attractive , but they’re also intelligent, and witty, and funny, and genuine people.
They’re everything that I want to be as a person, and they’re my idols…So I really look up to them for being everything that they are, and doing what the do. All of them love what they do without a single complaint; they love the people, the acting, the movies, and they put so much thought and consideration into their work it almost hurts.
I want to go go-karting with them, and talk about films and books and music, because they’re fascinating, extraordinary people. If you want to know anything else just shoot me a message, my inbox is always open!
Here are my views on literature and things….
A really good book will have you pause, just for a moment, and gently lay the book down on your lap while you think about something- about a connection the author made, or a point that is just so plainly ‘true’ its astounding. You should walk away with something from that book besides just being entertained for the few hours or days or weeks that it took you to read it.
I like to think of literature as a glimpse into the human soul, because every author has put a little bit of themselves into everything they’ve written, including Stephanie Myres (did i spell that right?), but she had the unfortunacy of sliding all of the extra dumb cramped in her head into four books and five movies. It makes me feel sorry for her, that that was the BEST she could possibly do- writing about a love triangle, a needy and suicidal girlfriend who couldn’t get over her century older pedophile of a boyfriend.
Saying that, I think it’s quite sad actually that more stories actually WORTH being told aren’t given the time and attention that the Twilight saga was.
Oh, one last thing, i sound like an illiterate five year old when i put it this way, but if you start an argument with my friends or I over something stupid,
Here’s also the most accurate thing ever to be said about me.
“Your responses indicate that you have a normal desire to share yourself with others. However, this need is not being adequately fulfilled at present.
As a result, you unconsciously attempt to treat this emptiness with momentary interests and temporary passions. If left unaddressed, this imbalance leads to impulsive behavior and unnecessary risks.
Past betrayals have left you generally suspicious of others’ behavior, particularly regarding romantic relationships. You fear you may be exploited if you open yourself too fully. Consequently, you often seek some proof of a new friend’s or lover’s sincerity before you decide to trust them.
Further complicating your relationships is the anxiety you have about your unfulfilled personal and professional goals. You fear that you’ve made decisions that weren’t in your own best interest, or failed to take advantage of opportunities when they presented themselves.
The desire to overcome these challenges sometimes lead you to seem pushy or even arrogant. Because this competitive urge is not always apparent to others, they are often surprised by it.
However, the passion that underlies your desire for success is unique. This makes you unlike others. You cannot simply accept what life has to offer; you aspire for more.”
…aaaaand that’s about it.
Goodbye. hope you enjoyed getting to know me.